ITSTILLHURTS.

We were toxic from the start. Never thought you’d break my heart...in three. One for my truth...one for your lies...one for my happily ever after dreams. There I was on the interstate...with a full wine bottle. Pressed throttle on the gas, tears rolling down my cheeks, I was just hoping to mean more to you than the love that existed between our sheets. I guess we’ll never know. Did you love me? Did I love you? I cursed everyone who tried to pull me away from you...who tried to tell me I deserved better. Because deep down I knew your deceit, but having some of you was better than none of you. Like having a toothache is better than missing teeth. I didn’t want to miss you. In fact, I fantasized about this idea of you. You were so beautiful. And the dreams I had in my head were plentiful. I just wanted to be your muse.